Iam at crossroads in my life now
I have a faint clue how i got here
Though am not really sure how and when
Days have turned into a month and one into many

Just when i thought that i stood firm, i fell
Iam filled with thoughts both positive and negative
It started with the denial, followed by excuses
Time has taught me to accept the reality

The reality, Iam out of work, jobless
After the schooling, shhort gig, the excuses
I accept that iam jobless, out of work
Humorously, Iam a domestic manager

How can i find humor you ask in all these?
How can you not find humor in all these?
How long canthis self-pity last?
How long can i hide from the truth?

Easy, When you come to self-realization
A point of self-reconciliation and acceptance
of who iam, what i have and where iam
A point of decisionmaking and action

I choose to mop around no more
I will get up and get a job if its the last thing i do
I will get back to school and educate myself
i will dream, hope, believe and achieve all i can
Because i know that i can do it
Even more i am a believer in the Almighty God and
I have put all that iam/ ever be in Him.

To be upset over what you don't have is a waste of what you do have.

Like Spring, a Rebirth, a Whole New World

New love, new friendship is like the bloom of spring
A new beggining, new page,fresh start,clean slate
Another chance to do better than the last
Another chance to exercise lessons learned
Like Spring, a Rebirth, a Whole New World

The beauty and perfection of spring's bloom
Like the mustard seed soon grows to be big
So the new friendship or new lovein our lives
The high hopes, expectations,dreams and fantasies
Like Spring, a Rebirth, a Whole New World

The time spent together, the Quality time
the longing,just cant seem to be soon enough
the thoughts, constantly in the mind
Nolstagia, filled with the look,the touch,the smile
Like Spring, a Rebirth, a Whole New World

The the racing heart just at the hearing of his voice
The head up in the clouds, pure bliss
The small actsand deeds, mean so much
The laughter,lasting impressions,evrything glitters
Like Spring, a Rebirth, a Whole New World

Leave a Mark

I want to leave a mark
A mark in someone's life
Doesn't have to be a friend am close to
or family, siblings,relatives
or neighbours i live next to
I just want to leave a mark

I want to leave a mark
An everlasting mark
A mark that cannort be erased
Cannot be forgotten,
always there for all to see
I just want to leave a mark

I want ot leave a mark
A distinct mark
a true sign of having been there
A mark like no other, a special one
the only one of its kind
I just want to leave a mark

I want to leave a mark
In everyone's life that i come across
every life that iam priviledged to touch
To share something new and fresh
I just want to leave a mark

I want to leave a mark
A mark of love,not of my own
But God's pure, unconditional love
To touch even the coldest of hearts
to ignite them with God's love
I just want to leave a mark