27 May 2010

Its sucks sitting here feeling like this. I hate this feeling yet time and again i find myself going through it. Am in the most pain i have ever known, alone, wishing that he or my family was near so that i could have someone to tell me that it will be well. Maybe rub my back, pass the hot water bottle or just hold me. Some days like today i hate being a woman. I cant eat, drink and missed work on days when i have important meetings and need to prove myself. Am tired of this whole thing yet in another few weeks i will be right here again, in pain, alone, in tears and wishing that it was different. There has to be another way really, there must be.
I really can't call my mum because she will only worry and i don't want to be a bother to anyone. Here's to me being strong, somehow have to make it to work tomorrow missed enough already. Still, i wish i wasn't alone just for tonight. Chin up, I will get though this!

13 comments:

  1. Babes, what's up? Your other family is worried and welcome the phone call, some will even be there to give the back rub!

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  2. Awww...you poor thing. Try a hot water bottle and Efferalgan 500mg, it's effervescent paracetamol and works for me.

    T.

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  3. Madame, I hope you are better. ((((Gish)))

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  5. Ladies, you rock. Thanks took advice and all is well now.
    Doozy, milk? thats a new one then again.

    Thanks y'all for the support.

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  6. Oh No! Pole sana. Good to see you're now ok. Try Feminine Herbal - GNLD. I'm told it works and has no unpleasant effects.

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  7. Good to hear you's OK. Find a solution before the next few weeks...

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  9. Hope you feel better soon.

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  10. everyone once in their life time feel like killing oneself but you should remember that you are alwaysss a born winner....you had to compete with around 2 maillion sperms to be what you are so cheer up....

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  11. walalalalalala.. i soo feel you.. every month... funny right now its like cramping happened sooo many years ago and it was only two weeks ago.. and in two weeks, i'll be there again.. oh, for the love of being a woman.. anyhu Jehovah knows:))

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